March 2012
oh… i lost a follower. not a surprise. the actual surprise is that i have any followers at all.
i'm the girl!!!! you call me if you wanna talk to...
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sure...
i wanna lose the weight because of my health and all that crap. but really, on the shallow end of things, i really want to have skinnier legs to be able to wear this babies
February 2012
why is tumblr spamming my dashboard with their...
my mother wanted me to explain what logarithms are...
shes so sweet sometimes, her faith in me is limitless
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i feel abandoned. like i was thrown away as if i...
“Sometimes I’d rather be a tree frog. I don’t think they fall asleep worried that...”
– Stephen Fry
“I shall revenge myself in the cruelest way you can imagine. I shall forget it.”
– John Steinbeck, The Winter of Our Discontent
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letters i won't send
II. I’m mad at you.
Saturday, February 25
While this whole thing is sorted out -my life and what I will do with myself, I mean- I find myself wanting to write more and more, but while i write, the voice dictating inside my head has a very specific and clear recipient: you. That’s how, for the last few days I have produced a series of almost letters intrinsically addressed to you. I don’t...
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uh! i had a dream last night...
for some reason this kid, -the one from the radio i have posted about before?- he was at my house, and we were watching something on tv, sitting on the edge of the bed and giggling about something -don’t remember what- and we kinda rolled on the bed laughing, both red and breathless, without being able to stop. suddenly his fingers were tangled with mine and we were holding hands, and i felt...
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that's what i call denial...
Mom: i just don't get it, it doesn't make any sense that they would fire you.
PA: stop trying to understand, you won't, i haven't and i never will
Mom: you think there was something else involved, like someone said something?
PA: something like what?
Mom: do you think that Lucy girl told them you are a lesbian?
PA: what? no *laugh* why would she say that?
Mom: i don't know...
PA: even if she did, there's lots around, it wouldn't be just me...
PA: mom, do you think i'm a lesbian?
Mom: NO! no... i was just saying that maybe they...
PA: forget about them, i'm asking you. Do you think i'm a lesbian?
Mom: no
PA: what if i were?
Mom: then you would be a lesbian... but you are not!